Heya Fellows,
This is my third post now. Life plays with you in a way that you can never imagine. There was me,in the last post, ranting out about how I don't want to settle down and don't want to do a 9 to 5 job. I want to love what i do and all that. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Now listen to what had happened to me last year. Three months after the second post i got into a relationship. The girl was my junior and also was fresh into college. Touted as the prettiest of the new lot, I went on a date with her and then we to started dating each other.
Initially i stuck to my guns but down the lane i got serious in the relationship and cut myself off from all my friends. Then i graduated and started working. Now i had no one else but her to talk to. I became clingy and she never supported me in this, instead she started taking steps back, became less responsive and more self centered. Also as it was a long distance relationship, with her still being in the college and evolving into a different person, i could not understand her point of view as she won't always tell about whats been on her mind.
Now after trying for almost a year, she broke up with me. And the funny part is that she did it on New year. This was in addition to my troubles of loosing my first job. Fresh out of college, ready to prove it to the world, and then the company gets shut down. LOL.
And now i don,t Naukri and chokri, ironically i had both in the beginning of last year.
Now although i still love her a lot and would do anything to win her back but i realized that the person i loved in college has changed. She is not the same person anymore.
So i don't love the person she is now and have told this to myself to get over her. She was a fine specimen when she came to college but it isn't the case anymore. She has become someone else, a person who doesnt want to to give our relationship any chance. I love her so much that i am ready to understand this person and mend the past. I am ready (actually i have) to change myself and accept all my flaws which made her move away from me.
But such is life. I still believe that she is gonna realize my worth in her world and come back to me but till that time i have to give her the space. which is 15 days from now. After which i am gonna meet her.
I pray to god that she comes back to her senses in these 15 days and i become a stronger man as in college and we continue to stay together.
Because the girl i met was perfect for me and i was perfect for her. Sex was great and we were evolving together .
Damn wrote a lot about it , Top of my mind all the time.
This is my third post now. Life plays with you in a way that you can never imagine. There was me,in the last post, ranting out about how I don't want to settle down and don't want to do a 9 to 5 job. I want to love what i do and all that. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Now listen to what had happened to me last year. Three months after the second post i got into a relationship. The girl was my junior and also was fresh into college. Touted as the prettiest of the new lot, I went on a date with her and then we to started dating each other.
Initially i stuck to my guns but down the lane i got serious in the relationship and cut myself off from all my friends. Then i graduated and started working. Now i had no one else but her to talk to. I became clingy and she never supported me in this, instead she started taking steps back, became less responsive and more self centered. Also as it was a long distance relationship, with her still being in the college and evolving into a different person, i could not understand her point of view as she won't always tell about whats been on her mind.
Now after trying for almost a year, she broke up with me. And the funny part is that she did it on New year. This was in addition to my troubles of loosing my first job. Fresh out of college, ready to prove it to the world, and then the company gets shut down. LOL.
And now i don,t Naukri and chokri, ironically i had both in the beginning of last year.
Now although i still love her a lot and would do anything to win her back but i realized that the person i loved in college has changed. She is not the same person anymore.
So i don't love the person she is now and have told this to myself to get over her. She was a fine specimen when she came to college but it isn't the case anymore. She has become someone else, a person who doesnt want to to give our relationship any chance. I love her so much that i am ready to understand this person and mend the past. I am ready (actually i have) to change myself and accept all my flaws which made her move away from me.
But such is life. I still believe that she is gonna realize my worth in her world and come back to me but till that time i have to give her the space. which is 15 days from now. After which i am gonna meet her.
I pray to god that she comes back to her senses in these 15 days and i become a stronger man as in college and we continue to stay together.
Because the girl i met was perfect for me and i was perfect for her. Sex was great and we were evolving together .
Damn wrote a lot about it , Top of my mind all the time.
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